Something I realized right now is this - I don't know what I would do without my friends. I know it seems a little....I don't know the word for it, but I never had thought about how much I'm going to miss them all when I graduate. Sure, that's a long time from now...but the speed at which I've been seeing this semester has really made me think about it. I just hope that after undergrad, we all don't end up getting busy with our own schedules and never see each other again.
Maybe it's because for me, friendship is something I treasure so much. I don't know... I guess you can say its something that is really important to me. I know I've felt completely hurt by some of the people I've thought of as friends and I've sometimes cried about it too. Maybe it's just a damn gap that in a way, I caused...and in other ways, they have caused. It may be that they are hurting me unintentionally, but either way, it hurts.
I know I've talked with a couple people about this. The four years of high school that I've shared with my closest friends have been amazing. And all the new friends I've made in uni, we've just got so close. We have an amazingly strong friendship bond that keeps us together...and I hope nothing, NOTHING, ever breaks us apart. Sure it seems a little "filmy" like my cousin would put it, but I feel like I really need to get it out. Whenever I'm with you guys, it seems like my problems all melt away, like they were never there in the first place.
And just because I feel the need to tell this - I really love you guys. I don't think I could ever have better friends that I do right now...and I just started crying. Wow, way to go me.
I don't know why I felt like writing this note - its just something I felt like I had to write out...something I would rather scream out and if it wasn't 5:30 in the morning, I might have too. :P
On a lighter note - I just realized I'm not as articulate as I'ld like to be. Oh well.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Friday, April 20, 2007
ok, so yes, i know, i never write
Yes, i know that I never write. But I'm going to write tonight. And you wanna know what I'm going to write about? Prom and my parents. Yes, i'm going to complain.
My parents will not lemme take the car to Scottsdale. I mean, seriously...its only 10 minutes away from home. And if you don't want me to drive on the freeway, i'll take the streets. Then, they're making a big deal out of my dress. I mean, that dress is nothing close to provacative. Sure, its a bit low, but I can fix that. oh, and guess who chose the dress? Yeps, they did...on SALE...for $20. do you kno how low that makes me feel? But what the hell, is what I thought when they bough it...at least they are letting me go.
As far as I know, Prom is supposed to be fun...my parents are making it a hell hole.
My parents will not lemme take the car to Scottsdale. I mean, seriously...its only 10 minutes away from home. And if you don't want me to drive on the freeway, i'll take the streets. Then, they're making a big deal out of my dress. I mean, that dress is nothing close to provacative. Sure, its a bit low, but I can fix that. oh, and guess who chose the dress? Yeps, they did...on SALE...for $20. do you kno how low that makes me feel? But what the hell, is what I thought when they bough it...at least they are letting me go.
As far as I know, Prom is supposed to be fun...my parents are making it a hell hole.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Halloween!!!
Halloween is so the greatest time of the year. I loved mine. I went trick-or-treating with a friend and my bro...and together, my bro and I got 10 pounds of candy! And then there comes my dad. "We can use that candy to give it to India."
Dude, we're only going to India in the summer...and candy doesn't last that long. Do you want them to get sick and then blame it on you? I don't think so.
And you know what else pisses me off? He's prolly the only guy who takes the candy and hides it...dude, last year, he threw away 75% of the candy we got :(. Arghs! I hate him for that and the way he's acting rite now! But he doesn't know I have a secret stash in my backpack!!! *laughs evil-ly* I knew he was going to take it so I took some and kept 'em in my backpack...so I've been really sugar high lately.
Oh, and you know what? I'm excited. Guess why?
Its my birthday in 10 days!!!
Dude, we're only going to India in the summer...and candy doesn't last that long. Do you want them to get sick and then blame it on you? I don't think so.
And you know what else pisses me off? He's prolly the only guy who takes the candy and hides it...dude, last year, he threw away 75% of the candy we got :(. Arghs! I hate him for that and the way he's acting rite now! But he doesn't know I have a secret stash in my backpack!!! *laughs evil-ly* I knew he was going to take it so I took some and kept 'em in my backpack...so I've been really sugar high lately.
Oh, and you know what? I'm excited. Guess why?
Its my birthday in 10 days!!!
Monday, October 23, 2006
IB and school
You know what the damn motives of IB teachers are? To fail you in your classes. I swear...I mean, we have a goddamn IA for history due in January, a TOK presentation, a TOK essay which is a live score both due by the end of second quarter, math tests every other week-ish, then we have to put up with seminars and quizzes on crime and punishment. Someone shoot me!
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
RIP TO SRK
Yes, SRK...he's dead...*cry, cry, cry*
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HAHA, got ya!!! Its actually SRK the Red Bellied Pacu!!! OMG, I need a hobby
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HAHA, got ya!!! Its actually SRK the Red Bellied Pacu!!! OMG, I need a hobby
RIP to Steve Irwin, AKA "Crocodile Hunter"
Fatally injured "Crocodile Hunter" Steve Irwin pulled a stingray's serrated barb from his chest before he lost consciousness and died, his manager said on Tuesday as fans worldwide mourned the exuberant naturalist.
Hundreds of fans placed flowers outside his Australia Zoo in Queensland state and wrote messages on khaki shirts, part of his trademark uniform, as Irwin's body was flown home after Monday's freak diving accident off Australia's northeast coast.
Officials offered Irwin's grieving family a state funeral while news of his death on the Great Barrier Reef clogged Internet news sites and ground some Web sites to a halt.
Police have been handed footage taken as Irwin, 44, filmed what was to be his last documentary. It shows him swimming above a stingray when it lashed out and speared him in the heart with its barbed tail, manager John Stainton told reporters.
"He pulled it out and the next minute he's gone," he said.
"The cameraman had to shut down. It's a very hard thing to watch because you're actually witnessing somebody die ... it's terrible," Stainton said.
Police said it appeared Irwin was just watching the ray.
"There is no evidence that Mr Irwin was intimidating or threatening the stingray," Queensland police spokesman Mike Keating told reporters.
Marine experts say stingrays can deliver horrific, agonizing injuries from the toxin-laden barbs, which can measure up to 20 cm (8 in) in length and cause injuries like a knife or bayonet.
"It's not the going in that causes the damage, it's the coming out where those deep serrations kind of pull on the flesh, and you end up with a very jagged tear which is quite a pronounced injury," said Dr Bryan Fry, deputy director of the Australian Venom Research Unit.
FLIRT WITH DEATH
Australian Prime Minister John Howard interrupted parliament on Tuesday to pay tribute.
"He was a genuine, one-off, remarkable Australian individual and I am distressed at his death," Howard told parliament.
"We mourn his loss, we're devastated by the tragic circumstances in which he has been taken from us and we send our love and prayers to his grieving family," he said.
Film star Russell Crowe praised Irwin as the "ultimate wildlife warrior."
Irwin's zoo kept its gates open Tuesday despite his death.
"He would have been kicking our butts if we decided to close the zoo. It's a great chance for people to go in and see his crocodiles, see what he loved," zoo worker Louise Martin said.
Environmental documentary maker Ben Cropp said Irwin was swimming alongside a bull stingray, probably weighing around 100 kg (220 lb).
Stingrays are normally placid and only attack in self-defense. But Irwin's cameraman was filming in front of it and it probably became frightened and lashed out.
Stainton said the cameraman only became aware of the attack when he noticed Irwin bleeding.
Millions had seen Irwin flirt with death many times as he stalked and played with crocodiles, sharks, snakes and spiders. Stainton said he was struggling to come to terms with the fact that a stingray had killed his friend.
"He just seemed to have a charmed life," Stainton said.
Known for his catchphrase "Crikey" during close encounters with animals, Irwin made almost 50 documentaries which appeared on the cable TV channel Animal Planet.
U.S.-based television company Discovery Communications, which produces Animal Planet, said it would set up a conservation fund in honor of Irwin. It said the footage of Irwin's fatal dive might never be broadcast.
Irwin's documentaries attracted a global audience of some 200 million people, many of them in the United States, and fans from Guam to Glasgow jammed Web sites and news blogs. Many asked how they were to explain Irwin's death to their children.
"Why did it have to be Steve Irwin," 11-year-old Daniel told Australian Associated Press.
Article from Yahoo!News
Hundreds of fans placed flowers outside his Australia Zoo in Queensland state and wrote messages on khaki shirts, part of his trademark uniform, as Irwin's body was flown home after Monday's freak diving accident off Australia's northeast coast.
Officials offered Irwin's grieving family a state funeral while news of his death on the Great Barrier Reef clogged Internet news sites and ground some Web sites to a halt.
Police have been handed footage taken as Irwin, 44, filmed what was to be his last documentary. It shows him swimming above a stingray when it lashed out and speared him in the heart with its barbed tail, manager John Stainton told reporters.
"He pulled it out and the next minute he's gone," he said.
"The cameraman had to shut down. It's a very hard thing to watch because you're actually witnessing somebody die ... it's terrible," Stainton said.
Police said it appeared Irwin was just watching the ray.
"There is no evidence that Mr Irwin was intimidating or threatening the stingray," Queensland police spokesman Mike Keating told reporters.
Marine experts say stingrays can deliver horrific, agonizing injuries from the toxin-laden barbs, which can measure up to 20 cm (8 in) in length and cause injuries like a knife or bayonet.
"It's not the going in that causes the damage, it's the coming out where those deep serrations kind of pull on the flesh, and you end up with a very jagged tear which is quite a pronounced injury," said Dr Bryan Fry, deputy director of the Australian Venom Research Unit.
FLIRT WITH DEATH
Australian Prime Minister John Howard interrupted parliament on Tuesday to pay tribute.
"He was a genuine, one-off, remarkable Australian individual and I am distressed at his death," Howard told parliament.
"We mourn his loss, we're devastated by the tragic circumstances in which he has been taken from us and we send our love and prayers to his grieving family," he said.
Film star Russell Crowe praised Irwin as the "ultimate wildlife warrior."
Irwin's zoo kept its gates open Tuesday despite his death.
"He would have been kicking our butts if we decided to close the zoo. It's a great chance for people to go in and see his crocodiles, see what he loved," zoo worker Louise Martin said.
Environmental documentary maker Ben Cropp said Irwin was swimming alongside a bull stingray, probably weighing around 100 kg (220 lb).
Stingrays are normally placid and only attack in self-defense. But Irwin's cameraman was filming in front of it and it probably became frightened and lashed out.
Stainton said the cameraman only became aware of the attack when he noticed Irwin bleeding.
Millions had seen Irwin flirt with death many times as he stalked and played with crocodiles, sharks, snakes and spiders. Stainton said he was struggling to come to terms with the fact that a stingray had killed his friend.
"He just seemed to have a charmed life," Stainton said.
Known for his catchphrase "Crikey" during close encounters with animals, Irwin made almost 50 documentaries which appeared on the cable TV channel Animal Planet.
U.S.-based television company Discovery Communications, which produces Animal Planet, said it would set up a conservation fund in honor of Irwin. It said the footage of Irwin's fatal dive might never be broadcast.
Irwin's documentaries attracted a global audience of some 200 million people, many of them in the United States, and fans from Guam to Glasgow jammed Web sites and news blogs. Many asked how they were to explain Irwin's death to their children.
"Why did it have to be Steve Irwin," 11-year-old Daniel told Australian Associated Press.
Article from Yahoo!News
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Today
Right now, I'ld be dancing...not crappy dancing...dancing as in Bharatanatyam. Yeps, my 1st anniversary! Yay for me! Go arangetram first year! Score...I feel so special right now. I mean, right now, I would be doing my...I would think varnam...or maybe its intermission. Not sure 'cuz I don't remember looking at the time. But still...yes...this is the 1st anniversary of the culmination of all my years learning dance...whoop dee do!!!
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
The Infamous Hamster Dance Song now Comes with a Dance
HAMSTER DANCE VIDEO
Video sent by ax0u
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