Even more whoot...and then sadness...

Whoot!!!!!!! PHYSICS IB TEST IS COMPLETELY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONE DONE DONE...but I gotta say, it was hard .




Alrite, so, a story. ok, so its the "reception" at awards nite and I go outside, into the auditorium lobby. Then, I see Kelsey and Lauren and whoever else and I go and talk to them. My mom sees Mrs. Halverson and she goes and talks and then we leave. My mom tells me that Mrs. Halverson told my mom that Kelsey thinks that Sean and I are dating...'cuz I hang out with him at lunch, watching a movie and becuz I don't see her anymore. well, 'cuz I like her minimally. Anyways, so my mom's like, "I trust you and all, but people are noting. Even meera aunty says that you have put on some maturity, but you hang around with Sean a lot. I know you and I trust you, but people are starting to talk and you know how easy it is to start rumors and make a bad name around here."

So this is why I'm angry:

1. she's hinting that I should stop talking to you, even tho she "trust me"
2. People don't see the entire thing and then make up stories
3. She says she trusts me, but I don't thinks she does
   

Well,

1. That would imply that you're going out with Nick and Tiffany as well.
2. People at our school are morons.
3. She has no reason to distrust me.

But you know what else Mrs. Halverson told my mom????"I think they are going out secretly...they just don't want anyone to know about it."

That's quite new. I mean, we had this discussion with the whole after school circle. Jeezers everyone in the world thot we were going out. Tru, Maya, Everyone at school...why can't a girl and a guy be just friends?????

Besides, when would I actually have time to go out? I'm usually at home or at SAT practices. And it's not like my mom doesn't know where I go (SAT practice, school). And why would she trust someone else who doesn't or wouldn't know as much about something as I do? That's something I never understood.

I don't know but when she was telling me, I kinda started to cry...my eyes filled up but I didn't let them overflow but only 'cuz she's like I trust you and I wish I could have said, "Sure doesn't sound like it."



So, you guys, I would really appreciate it if you would do me a favor, especially some people *cough -names- cough*. Please stop saying that I like anyone, 'cuz now, its just starting to hurt. I've had enough people saying about this ever since I started 6th grade (Turkey...if you don't get it, then ur just not in on it). I've been able to stand it for a while (you try 6 years), but its gone waaaaaaaaaay overboard by now. I don't mind anything about Hari Patar, but anyone else does hurt now. I've forgiven any past times people have said it ( ) , but stop. I mean, I'm not going to jump down your throat if you say it by accident...but plz try not to. I'm sorry if I made anyone feel bad...'cuz I'm not trying to...just trying to express my feelings.
to everyone